Holla

Dear you,

It has been so long since I am abandoning you.
I am so sorry. Still I need a medium to voice out my feelings.
Lately I have been so haywire and miserable.
I am not doing good in my study. I cannot focus in evrything.
There is no exact reason for this overwhelm life.

Every decision I made, definitely will determine my future.
So I should be wise and precise.
I cannot simply follow my heart, my passion and my lust.
There must be a long-sight-decision.
An optimist will keep looking forward.
Clearly, I must stand still.
Continue this journey and face up any upcoming challenges.

I am dwelling on the past for too long.
I cannot get through it.
I cannot move on.
I must do something.

Re-construct a life.
How much it cost?
Any profits gained?

Too much questions.
All I need to do now is,
Get started.

Always yours,

me